Saturday, August 6, 2011

Afraid ill never experience love.. is there something wrong with me?

ok i am only 16. but everyone around me always likes someone or has a boyfriend/girlfriend that they really like. and most have already lost their virginity. well im 16 and have only had one real boyfriend for 6 months and have never done anything besides kiss. im proud of that even though i get made fun of for it. and to be honest i didnt really like him a whole lot, it was just a lonely time for me and i need someone to always be there (pathetic i know) ive never had much of a crush on anyone since i was like 12. i start to like a guy but then start thinking about why i like him and realize that theres nothing special and move on right then. idk what wrong with me. no else i know is like this. its not that i dont know or talk to a lot of guys cause i do but theres none that really catch my eye. im def not bi or lesbian or anything either. i believe im suffering from a mild depression and have been for years but idk if that has anything to do with it or not?? any insight would be appreciated, thanks!

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